Sunday, June 7, 2009

Constant State of Undone

So my life has taken a crazy and weird turn. No matter how much I'm prepared, no matter how much I plan, I never feel like I'm ready for the week ahead. I haven't been able to relax in my "normal" ways in a long time.

I haven't been able to let my guard down - to truly let myself go- in months. I tried to make cards, or scrapbook a couple weeks ago and nothing I did worked. I couldn't let go of the pit of fear, or the anxious knowing no matter what I did.

It's tiring and I'm trying to be positive. I could have a million other things to worry about, but I can't stop obsessing on the ones I am dealing with.

1 comment:

Wendy said...

Hang in there! Just keep telling yourself, "this too shall pass..."

That's what I do! :)