The Last of It

Tonight will be my last night in my little home in small town. I'm pretty numb about it now. I've built a shell around my feelings because the move has to happen. I've been in "get it done" mode for a long time now.

However, I did have a moment of reflection when I realized that this is not what I planned for, dreamed of, hoped on or built to over the last few years. It's a very rough thing to realize and accept.

I do have some good things to look forward to, and a lot of work ahead. I'm almost done with all the big stuff- but I still have a lot of little things to do.